declaration.

currently listening to: as is by ani difranco.
"just give up and admit you're an asshole.
you would be in some, good company.
and i think you'd find, that your friends would forgive you,
or maybe i'm just speaking for me."

I remember being in a panic one day at school when I realized I couldn't even fake being the old candice anymore. I cried for hours because so many people in my life expecting me to be a certain way was too much pressure, as if i'd been held against a wall and interrogated for hours, asked questions I couldn't quite remember the answers too anymore.