sometimes i'm angry.

I could say that I'll always be here for you,
But that would be a lie and quite a pointless thing to do,
I could says that I'll always have feelings for you
But i've got a life ahead of me and I'm only 22.


i've been twisted around you in one way or another for over two years.
sometimes it was beautiful and sometimes it was tragic.
and i always understood the gravity of our curcumstances.
i always understood.
i've forgiven you for crushing me time and time again.
not that my hands are clean.
but i never withhold my love or judge you.
and i'm tired of being on my knees.
so yes. be angry.
but i don't have any fight left in me.
not when i realize now...
this battles never ending.

hey quiet girl.

halloween was a wonderful walk down memory lane.

it's so refreshing to not be angry or sad.
i just want the people i care about to be happy.
and i don't have time for anyone who doesn't want the same for me.

it's like i took a shower and finally got all the dirt off.